Sunday, November 1, 2009

Story of the sisters



The non-biological sister


We first met during kindy. Ohh well, it ain't officially. You don't even know we were from the same kindy, and we were never in the same class. We headed to the same elementary school, where we became friends. Yet, we hardly mix around. It was during high school that brought us together. Up to today, I don't even know in exact when we started building the friendship that we are having now. We started sharing the moments we had in our lives. Bit by bit, slowly we were sharing more and more. We share almost every moments, from happiness to sadness. We even attended college together. And that was when we got even closer, from serious talks to all those crapping and stupid jokes, to ranting and advice giving. It's always good thinking that I do have a best friend like you who I can share almost everything with.


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The crime partner

The girl who has vast differences with me, the girl who I least expect to be close with. It all started when the 'incident' happened. We share our so called problems, and the bond between us grew stronger. We walk, we fall, and we got back up together. Often, we have each others shoulders to cry on when we were at our darkest point in time. Sharing emo songs, doing crime and nonsense together. Not forgetting the road trips and late night outings. All the memories did tie us closer, and I'm glad.


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The unfailing buddy

The girl who never fails me, her laughter will always make my day. We were course mates in college yet we seldom hangout. Not until, ohh shit, I don't remember how and when did we actually got closer and hangout more often. Yet it doesn't really matter now. As I know you're one of the friends that I can really count on. You were always there when I was at the lowest, and it's not just once or twice. We had gone through doing nonsense together; the late night outings, the road trips, the mischievous acts. All of them were a blast! Much grateful.


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The lecturer


You'll be one of the weirdest, just because you're the torn among the roses. Only if you do get what I mean. LOL! The friendship grew stronger when the darn fucking shit happened. You were there for me when I was blinded, to guide me through the darkness. You never fail to enlighten me with your words of wisdom. Deep down, I do appreciate it much. And together, we did crimes that made us look like a fool. Perhaps, I was the only one who looked like a fool. LOL!


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The listener


We do share one significant similarity. That's pretty obvious. LOL! And even though we didn't go through much ups and downs together, I would say the bond between us is rather magical. We do click in some way. You were there for me when I need to rant. You were there listening patiently. Both of us have the same aim towards freedom. And that did bring us closer. Few more years, then we'll be flying without wings!


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The spy partner

I have known you since kindy, and since then we were in the same school till college. There's a lot of memories throughout the years in the friendship, but nothing beat the times we became the undercover agents. LOL! Driving here and there, the call making, guessing the next step and next location, facts analyzing. And the particular incident which was the most memorable. Both of us were startled, yet we were back to our senses pretty soon. We were pretty lucky that night, at the same time not so lucky. The rain had washed away our luck, leaving us empty headed. There were a few more so called lucky night for us, and it shall just stay within us.



Saturday, October 31, 2009

一笑而过






不要 把臉藏在月光背後

Bu yao Bai lian cang zai yue guang bei hou
Don't hide your face behind the moonlight

有誰在意我們的生活

You shei zai yi wo men de sheng huo
No one cares about our life

坐在安靜角落 該為這一刻找個解脫

Zuo zai an jing jiao luo Shei wei zhe yi ke zhao ge jie tuo
Sitting in a quiet corner, who is searching for an escape


不要 你眼裡偽裝的內疚

Bu yao Ni yan li wei chang de nei jiu
Don't feign a guilty conscience in your eyes

該是自己幸福的時候

Gai shi zi ji xing fu de shi hou
This is a time when you should be happy

靜靜的想一想 誰會追求刻意的溫柔

Jing jing de xiang yi xiang Shei hui zhui qiu ke yi de wen rou
Quietly think, who would pursue such a painstaking tenderness?


你傷害了我 還一笑而過

Ni shang hai le wo Hai yi xiao er guo
You hurt me, yet you take it so lightly

你愛的貪婪 我愛的懦弱

Ni ai de tan lan Wo ai de nuo ruo
You loved greedily, I loved weakly

眼淚流過 回憶是多餘的

Yan lei liu guo Hui yi shi duo yu de
I've cried tears, memories are unnecessary

只怪自己愛你所有的錯

Zhi guai zi ji ai ni suo you de cuo
I only blame myself for loving all your faults


你傷害了我 還一笑而過

Ni shang hai le wo Hai yi xiao er guo
You hurt me, yet you take it so lightly

你愛的貪婪 我愛的懦弱

Ni ai de tan lan Wo ai de nuo ruo
You loved greedily, I loved weakly

眼淚流過 回憶是多餘的

Yan lei liu guo Hui yi shi duo yu de
I've cried tears, memories are unnecessary

刻骨銘心就這樣的被你一笑而過

Ke gu ming xin jiu zhe yang de bei ni yi xiao er guo
It's carved in my heart and bones, this way you took me so lightly


心碎千百遍 任誰也無法承擔

Xin sui qian bai bian Ren shei wei wu fa cheng dan
My heart has broken 100,000 times, no one can take responsibility

想安慰自己 沒有語言

Xiang an wei zi ji Mei you yu yan
I want to comfort myself, but I have no words


刻骨銘心就被你一笑而過
Ke gu ming xin jiu bei ni yi xiao er guo

It's carved in my heart and bones, how you took me so lightly







ps/ one of the songs that did play with my bygone rhythm

Monday, October 26, 2009

I'm thankin' you


The greatest lesson learned, and I shall be thanking you for it. You showed me how a person can become, hiding their true self. Finally, I'm seeing the true colors of yours. Such an enlightenment. I know it's freaking late for me to realize such shitass piece of facts in life, yet it's always better be late than never.



DON'T EVER
JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER


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It was the freaking mask he wore that you see,
and not the real him

All you could see is the above,
not the layer beneath





Saturday, October 24, 2009

Stronger


That You, were the one that made me strong;
you made me stand up on my own.

With every cruel intention,
you helped me find my independence.

Yeah it's all because of you,
that I have the strength I do,
to turn my pain to passion, instead of crashin'.
Boy, I'm thankin' you.

Thinking back on how you changed me,
every time, you tried to put me down.
Even though you really hurt me,
underneath, myself is what I found.
So take a look inside these eyes now,
and say the things you want to say to me.
Cuz I've already spread my wings out;
and your the one, the one who set me free.


. . . . .


For all the tears I cried
For all the sacrifice
For all the drama
Cuz in the end it made me stronger
So trust me I'll be fine
I'll survive without you, in my life,
but I want you to know

that you were the one that broke my heart
but I won't fall apart, I'm so moving on



Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Me likey chinglish


I feel like fainting while reading it, so freaking no standard. I'm speechless. Damn! It's so meng-sia-suay-kan the English educated people. Reading it, I can't believe you consider yourself one of them. Please do us a freaking simple favor, please don't tell people that you're English educated. Say you were from Chinese school, much better. It'll be a relief to each and every of us. LOL.







ps/ no offence to those chinese educated, i didn't mean your english is bad. it's just tht the fella sounded so damn freaking china-ish.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Freaking applicable, now




Today's advice
Forgive even if you can't forget


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I do forgive, but I'm so damn freaking sure that I'll never ever forget. Everything is still so god damn vivid in my mind. It seems to be just happened yesterday. Tell me, how would I forget it? Unless I go for a brainwash, right? LOL


ps/ yet i wish i could undergo a brainwash :S

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

感动天感动地





一开始我以为爱本来会很容易
yī kāi shǐ wǒ yǐ wéi ài běn lái huì hěn róng yì
At the start I believed that love would be very easy
所以没有经过允许就把你放心底
suǒ yǐ méi yǒu jīng guò yǔn xǔ jiù bǎ nǐ fàng xīn dǐ
So without permission I put you in the depth of my heart
直到后来 有一天你和他走在一起
zhí dào hòu lái yǒu yī tiān nǐ hé tā zǒu zài yī qǐ
It was until afterwards, when one day you and him walked together
我才发现原来爱情不是真心就可以
wǒ cái fā xiàn yuán lái ài qíng bú shì zhēn xīn jiù kě yǐ
It was then I realized that love can not just be sincere

我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
wǒ gǎn dòng tiān gǎn dòng dì zěn mo gǎn dòng bù le nǐ
I've moved heaven and earth, why is it I am unable to move you?
明明知道没有结局却还死心塌地
míng míng zhī dào méi yǒu jié jú què huán sǐ xīn tā dì
Even though I am well aware that there is no ending, yet I still refuse to give up
我感动天感动地怎么感动不了你
wǒ gǎn dòng tiān gǎn dòng dì zěn mo gǎn dòng bù le nǐ
I've moved heaven and earth, why is it I am unable to move you?
总相信爱情会有奇迹都是我骗自己
zǒng xiāng xìn ài qíng huì yǒu qí jī dōu shì wǒ piàn zì jǐ
Always believed that love would have miracles, just to deceive myself

以为自己不再去想你
yǐ wéi zì jǐ bù zài qù xiǎng nǐ
Believed that I wouldn't continue to think of you
保持不被刺痛的距离
bǎo chí bù bèi cì tòng de jù lí
Maintaining my distance so as not to be stung
就算早已忘了我自己
jiù suàn zǎo yǐ wàng le wǒ zì jǐ
Even if I have already forgotten myself
却还想要知道你的消息
què hái xiǎng yào zhī dào nǐ de xiāo xī
Yet I still want to know about your news







ps/ i know it's silly, imh