Sunday, December 13, 2009

Me love sunrise, me love adventure


Connie Leong, the great. You almost made my heart stop beating. Screaming out loud and hopping forward when we were in the middle of the darkness and adventurous journey. Seriously, I thought you saw something that is not supposed to be seen with our naked eyes. Terrified with your sudden scream, I looked up ahead without hesitation. Seeing nothing, I felt a sudden coldness within myself. Quickly, I looked at you and Chin Yee only to realize you were actually making a fool outta yourself and scared the hell outta us. The freaking knock was done by him, for God's sake!

And today, the sun is so beautiful. So-god-damn-orange-in-color. Yet I still love the sunrise I seen few years back in Indonesia. Got ourselves to the top of the mountain in a jeep, enduring the freezing icy morning breeze. The scenery up there was just awesome. Heaven look alike. The clouds were beneath you. Slowly, the sun rise from the blanket of clouds. It was breathtaking. Damn, I miss the moment.






Friday, December 11, 2009

I should forget, yet i remember



A day that brings insignificance
A day that I should not remember

Still
Somehow I didn't forget


* * *

Subconsciously
I compose a text message and hit the send button
It was just so random






Tuesday, December 8, 2009

Curse you, A-blinded


Can't you even read the address carefully before distributing the parcels and letters? This ain't the first time, and I bet it ain't gonna be the last time. You know why, the reason is so fucking easy. The postman is A-blinded. He can't read the freaking letter A.


. . .


Am so gonna say NO to Pos Ekspress from today. I will rather pay a little bit more and opt for PosLaju. I won't mind the hassle of going to Victoria Street every now and then, rather than risking myself to lose the parcels again.




SCREW YOU, POS EKSPRES







Wednesday, December 2, 2009

A big hole in my pocket




ADDICTIVE
One word to describe it all


click here&there
voila, it's done

. . .


I have been drugged
It's freaking poisonous
I couldn't fight back

Yet

Forgoing the hard cash
Am lighthearted






Monday, November 16, 2009

Without thee: My colorful life





black&white
you filled it with colors

together with you
gone the colors
so i thought


. . .



I was wrong, tremendously. I thought I'll be color-blinded once again. And I was nostalgic over it. Enduring the darkness, I've come to the light - the true colors in life. Nothing beats the enlightenment I found within myself. My world is so colorful now, filled up with the true colors. And not the pathetic illusion I thought I've lost.


Sunday, November 15, 2009

I almost lost my breath


Hiking is definitely not my thing. I don't have the strength. My stamina sucks like hell. The freaking stairs almost took my life away. My legs were too weak to make the move. Stop for like gazillion of times. I couldn't breath properly, feeling suffocated out of sudden. The journey seems endless. I kept asking the same damn question over and over again, hoping I will reach the station soon. Nevertheless, I managed to conquer the hike. The journey down the hill was much more fun. Having the ultimate 'kuai lan' mrTeoh playing with the millipede, and got himself in trouble with it. LOL to him. Yet, another LOL to Connie who given up on the hike. And guess what, she was the one who invite us for the hike.







Thursday, November 12, 2009

Nerdy mode soon to be turn on


Just got my new pair of eyewear today. It's very much similar to my current one. Both are plastic frames. Just different in color, from black to maroon. Bet most of you never seen me in specs, or didn't even know I'm a four-eyed girl. LOL!

Getting the specs ain't joyous. It only reminds me that I will have to be sei ngan mui like 24/7. Damnit, I hate it! I'll be looking like a nerd who know nothing else but books and more books. Sad. Thanks to the fucked up eyes of mine. Seriously shit man! And I'll be in deeper shit if I never wear the specs. Mum's so gonna kill me, after spending so much on the freaking spectacles.


How would I survive without contact lenses? Pathetic!


** crys out loud **